Monday, December 08, 2008

Lack of Comprehension

A condemning fear strikes down
Things they cannot understand
An excuse to cover up weaknesses that lie within
Lies

So many nights I have been up at two or three in the morning, listening to "Death". Feeling this inadequacy, this burning desire to have my axe in my hands, ten thousand watts behind me, and tear through these billion feelings of angst. This unsated anger somehow pacified by the smell of the burning plastic on metal as I shred "Death". The hammer of the double bass booming in the depths of my soul beating in unison with my heart. That's metal for me!

You cant take it out of me. I don't even know what they are singing about half the times, but I rarely listen to metal for its lyrical content. Its primeval, it ancient, a call to the darkest in you.
I can't understand why I am drawn to it, only that I am. Its one of the few expressions of unadulterated passion in me. For me, Metal is not a communal gathering of dopeheads getting bloodied in a mosh-pit. Its far more personal.

A fire is not put out as long its last ember burns. Metal lives in me. As Chuck put it:

"It will take you in. It will spit you out.
Behold the flesh, and the power it holds!"


Friday, November 14, 2008

The Piano

It was fifteen years ago, that I read about this movie. And for some reason the name stuck in my head. I remembered Ana Pacquin winning an Oscar for her role, her achievement left a lasting impression.

I saw the movie the other day, not having a clue as to what it was about. I finished the movie with exactly the same feeling. Why is it considered one of the better movies out of Hollywood. Harvey Keitel and Holly Hunter generated no chemistry even in their throes of passion. Nothing in the movie moved me. Even the angered husband chopping of his unfaithful wife's fingers. I never understood, why Sam Niel's character cared that much. His character seemed very wishy-washy. Holly Hunter's character screamed three things to me; Stupidity, stubbornness, and moral ambiguity.

I searched very hard for one shred of profundity in the movie, but failed to find it. Besides, I am not sure of the message of the movie. Does it condone the betrayal of Ada? Is it trying to make a feminist statement? I would love to have someone tell me what was so great about this movie. The only thing I found great was Anna Pacquin's acting.

Friday, November 07, 2008

Movies seen recently

I have been watching a lot of movies on Netflix, before I lose count , here they are:

96. Dev D
95. Slumdog Millionaire
94. Australia
93. Remains of the day
92. Glory
91. Aeonflux
90. The freedom writers
89. The Orphanage
88. Children of Men
87. Charlie Wilson War
86. Mongol
85. Harold n Kumar 2 ***
84. Step Up ***
83. Million Dollar baby ****
82. Prince Caspian ***
81. The Sentinel ***
80. 28 DAYS LATER ***
79. Changeling ****
78. Australia *** 1/2
77. Gajhini **
76. Great expectation
75. Good Will Hunting
74. 15 Park Avenue ****
73. Fargo ****
72. Quantum of Solace *** 1/2
71. The last of the mohicans ****
70. In the name of the Father ****
69. Dangerous Liaisons ****
68. The Great raid ***
67. V for Vendatta ****
66. The Break-up ***
65. 9 1/2 weeks **
64. LA Confidential ****
63. The Piano **1/2
62. Via en la rose ****
61. Les Miserables ****1/2
60. The Prestige ****
59. The Machinist ***1/2
58. The Pianist ****
57. Amelie *****
56. The Constant Gardner ****
55. Shutter **1/2
54. The Big Lebowski ***
53. Pathfinder **
52. Kingdom of Heaven ***1/2
51. Antz ***1/2
50. The Kingdom ***1/2
49. Goya's Ghosts ****
48. Narnia ***
47. The other boleyn girl ***
46. The Illusionist ***
45. Born into Brothels *****
44. Body of War *****
43. Lost in Beijing ***
42. Frontline: Storm over everest *****
41. Murder at 1600 ***
40. Pledge this **
39. Poor Boy's Game ****
38. Screamers ****
37. A very long engagement *****
36. One last thing ****
35. Water *****
34. Ghosts of Mississippi ****
33. Double Take **
32. Pan's Labyrinth ****1/2
31. Vacancy ***
30. The Lives of Others ****1/2
29. The Cell **
28. Deja Vu ***1/2
27. Stargate *
26. Far north ***
25. Devils Advocate ***
24. Perfect Stranger ***1/2
23. Wierdsville ***
22. The Perfect Crime ***1/2
21. Team America : World Police ***1/2
20. Whos your Daddy **
19. Superman returns **
18. Gone Baby Gone ***
17. X-Men 3 - ***
16. No country for old men ****
15. There will be Blood - ***
14. Be Kind Rewind **
13. Dark Knight *** 1/2
12. The Hulk ***1/2
11. Iron Man ***1/2
10. X-files **
9. Hancock ***
8. Empire of the Sun ****
7. I am legend **** 1/2
6. Wall E *****
5. Michael Clayton ****
4. Dan in real life ****
3. City of God *****
2. American Gangster ****
1. 3:10 to Yuma **

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

The Calm after the Storm

Several months ago, I wrote about the painful life of an EECS grad student at Michigan. That battle has since been won, and now I will write about my nice and easy downhill slide. In the first half of 2007, I was looking at spending all my savings, in addition to taking help from my family, and an additional $50,000 in loans to fund my graduate study at Michigan. This would put the total cost very close to about $70,000. And this didn't even include opportunity cost or the cost of applying to schools.

In my first semester here, I worked in a cafe. Stocking supplies for the day, brewing coffee, cleaning and making food. Waking up at 5:30AM and walking the mile to work everyday for USD9/hr was a very humbling experience. But, it also stoked a fire in me, a fire to get out of there. And in a few months I did just that. My next job was a computer consultant for the university. That was my story for the first term. My first term was by far the worst. The hours were gruelling, the courses were beyond me. I felt battered by the end of it. I did get one break. An internship with NVIDIA. I was one of the very few to get an internship as early as that. This was, by and large, attributed to my prior experience.

Then I went home in December, and married Tina and I ran into a stream of good luck! I flew into Ann Arbor on 7th January and met with Prof Najafi, who asked me to work for him as a TA. Wow! Out of nowhere! TA for a 400-level MEMs course. I am deeply indebted to him for the opportunity. It was such an awesome experience, I learned so much. Here is a video of the student's projects. This also made me USD 25,000 less in debt.

In the following summer, I worked at NVIDIA, I was made a full time offer. When I came back, I found surprise last minute funding again. Thanks to Prof. Islam's trust in me, I got another USD 22,000 in debt relief, working as a TA. Essentially, when I graduate in december my outstanding debt would be negligible. My cost of doing an MS in US was lesser than the cost of an elite business school in India like IIM-B, and almost half the cost of ISB, which was my other choice. Of cost is not the only criterion for going to grad school. But given the financial basis of my family, it was a very important one.

This term, I have had a very relaxed life. I work not more than 20-25 hours in school as compared to the 100+ hours last two terms. I work an additional 20-25 hours at home. I still have three course and a TA appointment, but I have always maintained that there are courses at UofM, and there is EECS427/EECS627. So I have managed just fine so far, nothing stellar, but not below average. Now I was lucky once more to recieve my EAD card very promptly and my driver license despite perilous mistakes during the road skills test.

I spend my free time playing music, reading history, cooking and sometimes even working out. I feel Michigan gave me as much as I gave her. I am proud of her, and proud of myself for surviving her rigorous curriculum. Come december, I will take a two month long vacation, travel in India and just relax. Then I will live out my dream of many years, live and love in the the United States of America.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Panipat to Delhi - Rise and Fall of the Turks

India falls to Islam

In the year 570 AD, a man named Muhammad ibn ‘Abdullāh was born in Mecca. He was to rise and become one of the most influential figures in history. After his death in 632, his word spread rapidly, westward across the northern African coast as far as Spain, eastwards consuming the Sassanids of Persia into the Sindh, the northwestern frontier of India, by 712AD. The word of Islam and its swords were held at bay by the immense armies of the Rajput clans of the Gurjara-Pratiharas and perhaps in part by the lack of economic incentive to invade India, since a trade route to China was already established via the Sindh.

As the first Arab generals looked onto the India proper, a tripartite struggle was unfolding for the control of Kanauj and the heartlands of the Indo-Gangetic plains. The Palas of Bengal, the Rashtrakutas of central India and the Pratiaharas of Malwa and Rajasthan were the key players in this struggle. Evenly matched, they waged a war of attrition that left all of them exhausted and fragmented. By the beginning of the eleventh century, there was a void in the political landscape of northern India.

Further north in the region of the Oxus, the Arab-Islamic control of the Islamic frontiers had waned from the days of the initial conquest in the early eighth century, and in its place emerged the Turkic-Islamic kingdoms of Afghanistan and central Asia. Mahmud of Ghazni, one such warlord, laid destitute the temple-towns of Northern India in order to replenish his treasury. It was a repetition of an old tradition of nomadic people of the Central Asian plains raiding and pillaging the corpulent treasure troves of the plains. One key difference was that these people were now settled in kingdoms sprung from the retreating Arab-Muslim armies. These persistent raids were the precursor to the Turkish invasion that followed.

Almost two hundred years later, having crossed the Gomal pass, Muhammad Ghuri and his generals squared off against the confederacy of Rajput states under the leadership of Prithviraj Chauhan. The two battles of Panipat in 1191 and 1192, and the eventual victory of the Ghorids paved way for the Islamic-Turkic superiority and the subsequent dominion over northern India for almost five and a half centuries by Islamic monarchs.

So what were the reasons for the continued subjugation of the Indian princely states by the Central Asian forces over 500-600 years? And why was the initial struggle not as drawn out as one would expect from the fearful account of the Arabs describing the armies of the northern kingdoms? It is also of great significance to consider that within ten years of the time the Delhi Sultanate was established with Qutb-ud-din-Aybak as Sultan, Chengis Khan and his Mongol hordes overran the homeland of these Turkic invaders. And for its entire lifespan, the Delhi sultanate fended off Mongol incursions into India, before finally falling to the armies of Amir Timur in 1398 AD. In this context, how were the Turks able to withstand a force as great as that of the Mongols, who had overrun China, Central Asia and even eastern-Europe?

In order to answer these questions, I will review Simon Digby’s ‘War-Horse and Elephant in the Delhi Sultanate.’ I will also try to incorporate commentaries on the same issue by historians like Thomas Trautmann and Romila Thapar in attempting to gauge the merits of the arguments of the book.

The Rise of the Turks

Several theories have been proposed by historians in order to explain the questions posed in the introduction. Lack of nationalism, the wide public hostility towards Hindu caste-based elitism, or the notion of the pastoral-nomadic Turks as the masters of mounted warfare are some of the key ideas attributed to the causes of their rise to power. As far as the technological superiority of the Turks in matter of warfare is concerned, Irfan Habib’s claim that several inventions important to mounted warfare were introduced into India at this time and were not available before is investigated. These include the stirrup and the horseshoe, the presence and absence of which could prove to be a big determinant in the outcome of a military struggle. However, the depiction of these items in India predating the Turkic invasion brings into question the claim.

The Adab al-Harb wa’l-shaja’a by Fakhr-I Mudabbir, a Turkish contemporary manual of war is also investigated for any obvious technological superiority of weapons. A detailed list of swords and bows is made and compared and contrasted. With respect to bows, no such conclusive evidence is noted; albeit the bows of the Ghorid arsenal are consider having better range. It is also argued, that perhaps the Indian armies had better access to materials from which the better bows could be made. With respect to the sword, there is clear evidence that the Indians had better swords. Held in high esteem world over and traded in market places outside India, the steel workmanship of the Indian sword-smith is well-renowned at this time.

The author argues that the defeat of the Ghurids in 1191 and the immediate turn of events the year-after, indicate that there was no inherent technological advantage in the favor of the Turks. I find this to be a flawed argument at best. Without a deeper look at the differences in the lot of the Rajput forces from the first engagement to the second, it would be hasty to conclude anything.

It is then argued – and this remains the cornerstone of the author’s claim – that it was the supply of war-resources which differentiated the Turks from their opponents in the battlefield, especially, the continued acquisition of war-horses and elephants. Although a sound argument, I fail to see the complete legitimacy of it as argued, primarily in relation to their rivalry with the Mongols. The Mongols had far better access to the horse-rearing belts of central Asia, and yet proved unable to overthrow the Delhi Sultanate for 180 years. Surely, one must account for other factors leading to the military superiority of the Turks over the Mongols. With regards to their conflict with the Hindus, however, this argument has substantial merit.

Al Barani’s chronicle of the Sultan Balban seems to indicate that the supply of horses with the Rajput armies was severely compromised and that theirs was an army primarily of foot-soldiers. A strong point is made which shows that the Sultans of Delhi had control over regions which were very conducive to the breeding of superior war-horses. And similar case can be made by the possession of the forests of Bengal and the concomitant Elephants by the Turks. Essentially the first chapter concludes by saying that the Turks, even if deprived of their Mongol sources, had sources of their own of excellent war-horses, whereas their Hindu counterparts were now deprived of these sources.

The Veritable Sea of Horsemen

Not having seen horses in numbers greater than a dozen, it is very hard for me to imagine the armies of Qutlugh Khwaja of the Chagatai Khanate (Mongol) laying siege on Delhi with his alleged ‘seven hundred thousand horses” and the equally large Turkic force defending the city. This is the rendition of Barani’s testimonial to the size of the armies of the Mongols and the Turks. Although it is seen to be an exaggerated number, but the scale of these numbers were perhaps not off by an order of magnitude. Hence, we are presented by the sheer size of the Sultan’s army, thereby laying credence to the importance of the supply of these animals.
It is argued that traditionally horses of the Indian plains were considered inferior and the only belt where superior horses were bred was in North-western India. The Hindi horses as these breeds were called were fit to be war-horses, and yet they were considered inferior to Persian of Arab breeds. The discourse then extends to the two modes of importation of these animals: Sea and land.

There seems plenty of evidence to indicate that horses were imported by sea into the Indian subcontinent at the time of the Delhi Sultanate. However, the trade doesn’t seem to be the exclusive prerogative of the sultans. Evidence is furnished which indicates that the southern Kings also engaged in this trade. The terms of trade, in that the kings paid for horses which didn’t survive the voyage, seem to demonstrate the desperation in the need for these animals. The provenance of these horses was the Arabian peninsula, Persia, etc. Therefore, even though the author substantiates the claim that there was a prominent trade in horses, he fails to show how the Hindu Kingdoms did not have sufficient access to this mode of supply.

Pertaining to land trade, the author brings our attention to one of the questions I had raised earlier. How did the Sultans ward off the Mongols with their vastly better and prolific access to horse breeding regions of central Asia? The mulk-i Baladast from whence came the Baladasti horses were controlled by the Chaghata’I Khanate and yet the author states that they did not block this trade to their obvious rivals in India. Was there fragmented political interest amongst the Mongols? Or were they wholly unaware of the impact of exporting hundreds of thousands of horses into India and its consequences on the military conflict between the Mongols and Delhi? This question is left wholly unexplored, the author is satisfied that regardless of this ambiguity that such trade did indeed exist and was substantial enough to be a determinant.

In addition to the tatari and baladasti, there is mention of Kohi/Pahari horses which are found in great supply at the stables of the Ray of Arangal. It is argued that the source of this breed of these horses is in the north-eastern Himalayas. This is further substantiated by the great numbers of horses in Bengal. Of course, Bengal at this time is a under the over-lordship of Delhi and is an Islamic state - the Bengal sultanate. As the possible source of these horses, the author cites the disastrous campaign of Muhammad Bakhtyar Khilji into Tibet, in the makets of which a great trade in excellent horses was common. The account indicates that in the highlands of Tibet and thereabouts lay the source of the Pahari breeds.

Finally, the author cites the practice of neighboring kingdoms to give tribute to Delhi in terms of imported war-horses. This further corroborates the suspicion that the importation of these breeds was not exclusive to Delhi. However, it would appear that the military superiority Delhi forced the Hindu kingdoms to cede tributes of war-horses. It is here, I note, that the difference in the supply of war-horses for the sultanates as compared to the Hindu kingdom is best illustrated. In essence, it was the better funded and better supplied stables of the Sultanate which gave them dominion. However, this still doesn’t answer the question of the initial subjugation of Prithviraj Chauhan.

Elephas Maximus Indicus

“A king who always cares for the elephants like his own sons is always victorious & will enjoy the friendship of the celestial world after death." - Kautiliya

Modern historian would beg to differ. It is widely held belief that the war-elephant no matter how well trained is of little strategic significance on the battle field. Once injured or demoralized, they are prone to fleeing often backing into their own troops and causing havoc. The Greeks document the use of war-pigs whose squeals would cause disarray among the ranks of elephants. The Romans were known to just make way for the elephant charge. Prof Basham, a strong critic of the use of elephants in the field of battle, states that their use was a wholly misguided endeavor on the part of the Indians, and was tragically inherited by the Turks. However the historical evidence of Delhi seems to indicate that the sultans would perhaps agree whole-heartedly with Kautilya.

The elephant had many roles in medieval warfare – for charging the enemy lines, as battering rams, for carrying heavy indivisible loads, carrying important generals and kings, as engineering units that helped bridge rivers. And of course, there was the element of fear, strategically sometimes compared to tanks (albeit inaccurately), elephants could be symbol of power that struck fear into the heart of the foot-soldier or disconcert the enemy horses. Each war-elephant could house on its back an armored enclosure to hold eight-ten men who could shower artillery and arrows on the enemy below. The Turks’ fortune in war, in any case, was not always ensured by their use of war-elephants, and their superiority in war cannot be indisputably attested to.
As for their numbers, accounts vary from 400-30,000. The pil-khanaa, the stables for war-elephants, more realistically would have had at most a thousand animals. Specific citation of larger numbers are attributed to the Ghorid armies a couple of centuries before the two Battles of Panipat. The large differences from the Ghorid pil-khana could be attributed to environmental changes over the span of the intervening centuries. For the period of our concern, the numbers cited for specific events are as follows: 400-500 on Feroz Shah Tughlaq’s march on Bengal, 750 or more in the pil-khana of Muhammad bin Tughlaq, 500 with Akbar, etc. The key takeaway is that their numbers were not as vast as that of the horses, which is clearly understandable. This is further attested by Al-Umari’s testimonial about the Sultan’s three thousand elephants and the consequent drain on the royal treasury for the upkeep of such giant beasts!

From trade, conquest, tribute and taming in the wild the pil-khana drew its provenance. The rebellion of Bengal, one of the primary sources of war-elephants, and the economic woes of the sultanate are clearly visible in the reducing size of the pil-khana. Detailed accounts of entries into the pil-khana logs give us a vivid idea of the numbers and nature of the augmentation of these stables. The later Mughals speak of villages whose inhabitants earn their livelihood by breaking-in wild elephants. This indicates that the wild population was still intact, but perhaps was not as widespread as during the times of the Ghorids.

Just as with horses, the Hindu kings had themselves a similar albeit smaller arsenal of war-elephants. These kingdoms went to great lengths and paid handsome price for such possessions. Barani cites that Bengal was the most significant source of elephants. And in its varying capacity as part of the sultanate or a tributary state, Bengal was a steady source. Another prominent source was south of the Deccan, where even today in the hilly forests of Western Ghats, elephants can be found in respectable numbers. This was evidenced by Malik Kafur’s subjugation of the Pandyans and the gain of 360 odd elephants. Sri –Lanka is also seen as a source especially for the southern kingdoms by way of trade. Two separate references - that of Afif and Ibn Battuta - even indicate a trade in Elephants from Ceylon to Delhi.

The Timorous End of the Caliphate

The regicidal, fratricidal and patricidal proclivities of the Turk elite, combined with increased decentralization of power reached a critical stage at the close of the fourteenth century. Interestingly, it was the control of the pil-khana and the elephants which was central for this decade long power struggle. The web of deceit that unfolds is beyond the scope of this review, but it suffices to say that several sultans were proclaimed, deposed, proclaimed again, overthrown, regaled, foreign chief interfered, assumed power, were deposed, assassinated, and the likes. The essence of the whole struggle seemed to be driven by the control of the elephants and their use deterrant. The struggle for the greater part unfolded within the city of Delhi, in the neighborhood of Siri, Ferozshah Kotla, Hauz-i-Khas, all names familiar to a denizen of Delhi. This decade long struggle left the incumbents drained and they fell to the armies of Timor of Samarkand, who ended the Delhi’s pil-khana by taking the 120 odd elephants off to his own dominion. It is argued that even such a small number had kept intact the power of the Delhi Sultanate amongst their Hindu neighbors. And after this point, Delhi was reduced to the same military stature as their rivals. Thus it was the lack of supply of the animals of war that had helped their rise to power, that lead to their downfall.

Conclusion

The author argues very convincingly that the supply of war-animals was one of the chief determinants in the success of the Turks in India. I am for the most part satisfied with several facets of the thesis. Namely, that the supply of war animals was indeed critical for supremacy and was a mainstay of political policy of the sultans. The large numbers of these animals were reasonably well established and the inferior numbers of Hindu counterparts were also indicated, although not satisfactorily proven. It can be argued that Central Asia was an abundant home of wild horses, and armies from there could have cavalries of immense sizes and that the pastoral life of the steppes would engender such great dexterity of horsemanship, which when brought to war could lead to decisive military advantages. But the author himself concedes that the Hindu cavalry wasn’t necessarily composed of inferior horsemen, but it was more the tapering off of the supply to these animals once the sultanate controlled the north.

There are, however, some questions that remain either partially or wholly unanswered. I will list the prime amongst them. The first has to do with the initial scene as set out in my introduction. If indeed the Turks had the aforementioned strength in numbers of cavalry, one must come up with a satisfactory cause for their first defeat at the hands of the Rajputs? It can be argued that in a year, the Turks could muster a cavalry of equal or greater strength whereas the Rajputs couldn’t, however the author doesn’t analyse this change in fortune in detail. It is also documented that by the thirteenth century there was a strong trade in war-animals with the Hindu kingdoms. Can it so easily be assumed that the cavalries of none of these Kingdoms had the size of that of the Sultanate? This was not explicitly argued, although given the size of the trade ships, it could be reasonably argued that the time and cost it would take to amass a stable the size of Delhi’s would be prohibitive.

The two of the largest issue that I had with the argument pertain to the Mongols.
• Why would the Mongols allow the trade of hundreds of thousands of horses to their enemies, and then send hundreds of thousands of their own horses to fight the cavalry they helped build?'

• The Mongols would have had as great or greater a supply of horses. And by their success under Chengis Khan, and their expedition during the reign of Ala-ud-din-Khilji, it is clear that the importance of supply was not lost on them. How is it then that the Turks not only withstood the Mongols time and time again, but also defeated them conclusively on several occasions?

I believe that the real reasons lie as much in the fragmented nature of the Indian states, the lack of any religious bond, as it does in the supply of war-animals. The classical Indian state was small and fissiparous, and most likely the sectarian nature of the post-vedic Indian religion did not foster too much communal fraternity. This is deeply evidenced from the period of the Guptas to when the curtain rises on the battle of Panipat. The Rajput kings were not averse to plundering their neighbors wealth and were constantly at arms against each other. Such a political arena proved easy pickings for the Turks and then the Monguls (Moghuls) and then the Colonialists.

Monday, October 13, 2008

My complete and terrifying moral ambiguity

Over the years, I have come across some really bad news. There is no dearth of this kind of news in the media, or in literature. News of war, greed, hatred and suffering. For as long as I can remember, I have been challenged by the question of what these news imply about our collective humanity. Should I take action against every injustice? Is it not my moral imperative? But then, I pause and wonder, how do these injustices come into being? What is the full story here? Is there a clear victim amd a obvious oppressor? Or is there more than meets the eye?


Depending on who you ask, you will find loathing or support for a so-called social evil. The very fact that social evil exists, implies firstly that a certain group of people support the practice, and secondly that another group finds it unacceptable. Who is correct? As a bystander, are we all to take sides? Or can we remain uncommitted?

Lets look at one such instance, colonialism. Specifically as it applies to the british subjugation of the Indian sub-continent. Can we really typecast the regime as "exploitatively evil" without a detailed knowledge of the Indian past? Should we not consider the plight pf the Indian under the Mughals, or the Caliphate of Delhi, or the so-called oriental-despots of ancient times, before we can make a clear accusation of mis-administration against the British raj? Should we also not consider the modern day benefits of our post-colonial heritage? Alternatively, what are the elements of the Indian plight do we attribute solely to the British Raj? How do you answer such a question? And more importantly, is there an answer?

Take the war on Iraq as another example. Depending on whether one paints Saddam Hussain as a radical leader bringing modernization and secularism to the Arab world, or as a mindless killer of the likes of Idi Amin, one arrives at very different conclusions about the morality of his eventual execution.

So how is one supposed to take a stand? How can one seperate what one knows as fact from what is hearsay? There is original research and then there is secondary research - the survey of the various points of view. It was these questions and there troubling answers that forced me to be a somewhat unwilling nihilist. And yet I was embattled to try and reconcile my innate humanity to this stance. I came to the conclusion, that as a nihilist I must reject my humanity. In this I indentify with Nietzsche's deep concern for the soul of a nihilist. I feel, therefore, that in order to counter this moral ambiguity, I must read.


For an opinion to have any value, it must arise from a deep understanding of the issues involved. Such deep understanding, I believe, elludes the lay-person. Subjectivity, I agree, is inevitable. But often subjectivity takes the garb of a thinly veiled ignorant opinion . Another example is the not so distant clamour about OBC reservation in India. Depending on who you ask, you will think its a social evil or a great provision of the Indian constitution. I , for the longest time, was strongly opposed to the idea, but of late, I have moderated my views. The cause for this change is two-fold. What has changed is my understanding of the underlying situation, and my removal from the context of my own vested interests.

I have begun to see the two sides of every coin. But every once in a while, I am encountered with news and knowledge of atrocities that stripsthe 'beatific' garb off the disturbing realities of the world we live in. Prime amongst these is communal violence and its very disturbing manifestation in the form of genocide.

How can something like that be obscurred by time? And yet it is. Besides being a great two word political slogan, the phrase "Never again!" is like a broken record player playing over and over. I have always been terrified of the humanity, that we hold so dear, which allows these tragedies to unfold. I am told that in a world of political consensus, human evil will always be subjected to censure. But then darfur, rwanda or bosnia, expose such rhetoric as hogwash. The larger question is, is our state as a civilized world making things better? Or is it by the natural struggle for power improving things for a few while injecting untold misery into the lives of others.

Once again I find myself powerless to answer this question. In essence I cite the lack of a solid framework of knowledge as the excuse for my absence of morality. I hope to see a change in me in that I hope to delve deeper into my intellectual pursuits and hopefully develop a more solid moral foundation.

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Hinduism

Long time ago, I wrote that I wanted to read some of the seminal texts of Hinduism. Since then, I have realized that I am unlikely to read even one. Instead, I am posting my book review for my History class at Michigan.

Introduction

What is it that defines the quintessential form of Hinduism? Is it the eternal formless Purusha? Is it the lord of all yogis, Shiva? Or is it ‘The Brahman’? Or the ancient rituals of the fire sacrifice? In these answers and many such like them lie part of a greater answer that exposes the vast diversity and the ever-changing character of the Hindu religion. The vast and diverse spectrum of this religious philosophy is a product of almost three millennia of change and evolution. In an attempt to answer this question, I will try to highlight the key transformations and ideas that the author, Thomas J Hopkins, writes about in his book, ‘The Hindi Religious Tradition’.

The early pantheon of Aryan gods is introduced as a model, which is forever recast as the principal actors of this cosmic bureaucracy gain and loses eminence. The importance of the priestly caste as a consequence of the importance of ritualistic ceremony is then described. Written texts of the period are used to support the cultural and religious norms of the time. These texts – the Vedas, the Brahmanas, the Upanishads, the Sutras, etc – extend the ideologies of their predecessors, and in some cases making radical changes and assertion in the grand scheme of things. The book is, for the greater part, presented as a series of facts. It is sometimes not very clear how the author make certain claims, not necessarily supporting his view. The texts are quoted in direct support, but it is sometimes not clear why the religious thinkers of the time would be conducive to such changes.

Changes

One of theme that emerges from the book is that Hinduism as we know it today is a culmination of a process. It is the final product of the Aryan religion changing over many years. I will try to touch upon some important aspects of this process, some still extant in modern Indian society and others which have been subsumed.

I Laud Agni, the chosen Priest, God, minister of sacrifice,
The hotar, lavishest of wealth.

Thus begins the Rig-Veda, the oldest of the Vedas. The first book of this Veda, lauds Agni and Indra for the most part. And so it remains for quite a majority of the earlier books of this ten book compendium. Thus, the author indicates a pantheon of gods in which Indra, Varuna, Agni among others are preeminent. It is proposed that the writings of the Rig-Veda reflect the changing ritual traditions of that time. It was difficult to understand from where the author makes this claim. Further it is claimed that the Rig-Veda was written at a time when the pantheon of gods had fallen to a stature below that of the ritualistic symbol of the fire sacrifice. The only reason to support this argument is the involvement of fire in daily rituals and its accessibility by the priesthood. The reasoning that the immortal gods would fall to disuse simply because of a more accessible conduit to their divinity, the fire, is at best unsupported in the book. A case is made for the rising importance of the “sound” of the sacrifice and the emergence of specialized priestly castes, namely the Hotris, the Udgatri, and the Adhvaryus. Reference is made that the Vedic tradition believed in a higher cosmic principle than even the established pantheon, later resolved to the Purusha or the Brahmana. In this idea lay the entire fabric of universe and time, a formless divinity. The ever growing importance of the fire sacrifice eventually leads to the idea that the ritual itself was the key element of the universe – from which all things have sprung.

Cyclical Patterns of Rebirth

The intent of the Vedas and the later commentaries on them, the Brahmanas, were written for material gain in this life, and with the merit of enough rituals, the passage to the world of the fathers. This was central to the motivation of religion and worship, however, with the arrival of the Upanishads and the Aranyakas, there was a shift in focus to the question of “Death in the afterlife” which later evolved into the idea of “rebirth”. The individual took importance and thus emerged the ideas of the ‘atman’. The nature of the Brahman became a central question. The inter-relation of karma and the cycle of rebirth was specified, thus it was in the teachings of Yajnavalkya we find this notion – that is so commonly associated with Indian religious lore. The Upanishads forward the idea of salvation as the ultimate goal. It is however, unclear as to what inspired the transformation of the religion from one seeking material gain through ritual sacrifice, to one which becomes organized around salvation. It would be very telling of the society of that time. But these transitions pre-date the Mauryan dynasty and such evidence may be missing.

The author makes a strong case in the point of the rise of new non-Vedic institutions linking them to the changing socio-political climate. The rise of Magadha and the fall of the traditional tribal Vedic states all over north India provide sufficient reason for the collapse of the established Vedic ritualistic tradition. This was compounded by the implications of the teachings of the Upanishads which proposed an unrealistic and inaccessible approach to salvation. It was in this vacuum that the Ajivakas, Jain and Buddhist faiths thrived- all trying to address the central question of salvation, albeit with very different ideologies.

The world view, towards the beginning of the sixth century was that of growing despondency. There was great speculation in the intellectual framework proposed by the Upanishadic teachings, what was needed was more clear directions for what would constitute a moral life and a path to salvation. Several such movements emerged; each spread by wandering ascetics, and many did not survive the death of its founders. The Ajivakas had a fatalist view of the world, in that they did not believe in the role of human action in the path to salvation. The Jains believed in severe austerities and the subsequent removal of impurity as if it were a fine matter deposited on the person. These views were distinctly non-Vedic, and although synthesized to include the concepts of karma, release and rebirth, their ideology was unique. The path of Buddhism was more moderate, austerities and sever bodily hardships were rejected as a positive path. Instead, stress was placed on dissociation for desire and meditation. This path was open to one and all regardless of caste and religion, which must have had great appeal to many lower castes of Hinduism.

Icons and Image-Worship

Losing ground to these new religions, there seems to be evidence of a restructuring of older Vedic ideology and formulation of more practical approaches to salvation. We see this in the emergence of Yoga, to achieve salvation through discipline and the attainment of a super-consciousness. Iconic worship also emerges in the era of Mauryan rule whereas traditional practices in pre- Mauryan Vedic rituals did not depict the image of gods. The ritual sufficed as a primary conduit. However, we see incidence of portrayal of the Buddha in human form. Some of this art had strong foreign influence e.g. Hellenistic influences in the northwest. Perhaps, as a consequence of this idea of icons, we see also an emergence of icons of classical Vedic gods, and resurgence of certain pre-Vedic gods which may have survived in popular cults for almost two thousand years. This is also evident in the theism of the later Upanishads. Brahma was more and more associated with the god Rudra. These icons or idols are mainstays of Hindu practices today.
The Orthopraxis of the Kalpasutras tried to provide a practical set of guidance of what is appropriate for the common given his status in society and his age in life. The Varnasrama-Dharma proposed in the Dharmasastras became some of the most influential ideas of the Hindu religion. It described what ‘ought’ to be done by people as a function of their Varna (caste) and of their asram (stage in life). The importance given to marriage and the role of the householder is what made this approach practicable and thus revived the interest in Hinduism.

Rise of Vishnu
Another coup-d’état occurs in the pantheon of gods with the popularization of the epics of Mahabharata and Ramayana. Vishnu-Shiva-Krishna step to the forefront and ascend to the cosmic throne. In the Mahabharata, on the battlefield of Kurukshetra, the Pandava prince Arjuna is taught by his charioteer, Krishna, the ideas of Bhakti. The text comprises the Bhagavad-Gita, which to this day remains a household reference on the philosophy of Hinduism. The addition to these epics of books focusing on the theism centered on Shiva and Vishnu indicate strongly the emergence of a new theism. It is the Puranas, which although in existence from the time of the Vedas, and modified and developed at this time, that define the modern day theistic norms of Hinduism.

Theism under the Gupta showed a major drive towards the building of temples along with the prominence of sects of Vishnu and Shiva. The Gupta monarchs were evidently followers of Vishnu, calling themselves ‘parama-bhagavatas’. Land grants for the building of temples in this time are well documented. Three major themes that are pervasive in the Indian household of today had their beginning in this era. The first theme is that of the Hindu puja and the second is the standardization of the murti of gods. Gods cast in sculpture holding typical mudras became a common form. The puja became a dominant form of worship as opposed to the sacrifice, which was reserved for larger occasions. The third is the worship of the devi, or female god, prominent among them was Durga. The worship of durga , for example, is the chief religious festival of eastern India, especially west Bengal.

The rise to eminence of the Krishna-Vishnu diety as the primary god of various Hindu sects becomes more evident. In the Bhagavata Purana, we see the rise a devotional sect that focuses on Krishna. Various devotional sects become popular especially in southern India.

Reform and Foreign Influence
In the concluding chapter, the author speaks of the stability of centuries which bound together the various threads of the Hindu religion, till the coming of Islam. It is purported that Islam did not leave its mark on Hinduism, except perhaps to have won some converts. Hybridized religions and views popularized by Kabir and Guru Nanak did however leave a mark on the religious landscape. British India, however, was noted for its deep impact and reform. Several practices of traditional Hindu society bordered on criminal for the British rulers. With a section of India society, educated abroad, came reforms in the person of likes of Raja Ram Mohan Roy, the founder of the Brahmo Samaj. The organization stood to eradicate the evils of contemporary India society and supported many western / Christian views. Arya Samaj called for a radical regression to past beliefs, in the literal meanings of the Vedas, often rejecting the philosophy of its many derivatives. This led to a resurgence of Hindu pride.

Vivekananda and his mentor Ramakrishna are painted as saints who transformed the Hindu religion by popularizing it and making it accessible to Indians abroad. Another example is that of the organization called ISKON, which derives from the vaishnavite sect centered around
Krishna.

Conclusion

The author draws a very convincing picture of the changes that made Hinduism as we know it today. Drawing from a wide variety of socio-political circumstances to give reason for particular changes, the author makes a very strong case in this particular evolution of the Hindu religion. A lay person may mistake the Hinduism of modern India to be emanating from one source, but the author shows correctly that no one idea represents Hinduism. He establishes without doubt, that various synthetic evolutions came together, rose and vanished, remained in fragments to produce a multi-faceted canvas that is ‘Hinduism’.

Saturday, June 07, 2008

Forbes 2000

I recently came across the Forbes 2000 list for the year 2008. And it was astonishing to see such a wide array of statistics piled up for corporations across the world. I wanted to make some observations. According to the list,
1. The company with the highest Market Cap was china's PetroChina
2. The technology company with the highest market cap was not Microsoft! But china's ChinaMobile.
3. The technology company with the largest revenue was AT&T.
4. WalMart still retained the number one spot for the highest revenue
5. Japan's Toyota had a similar revenue compared to GM, which it ousted as the the world's largest manufacturer of automobiles. What was striking was the ratio of the two's market cap. Toyota's Mcap was almost 13 times that of GM

Monday, March 24, 2008

A promise kept

If I was any less theatrical about it, then the point would be lost. Almost eleven years ago I made some friends, who to this day remain close to my heart. They remind me of a time when I was different. When the world was constantly intimidating, and yet frequently awesome. A time when the canvas of my imagination was untainted. Hopes and dreams pranced playfully behind my embarrassing photochromatic spectacles.

An Indian kid in New York. I learned so much in that city. I learned about love, as much as I learned about humiliation. I learned about ambition and about race. I learnt about money and the fact that I didnt have any. I learnt about promiscuous girls and about blondes. It was tritely put ' the best of times and the worst of times'.

The shy and awkward kid I was became less shy and more awkward. I was trying to fit in into a world that I had no understanding of. People making out in stairwells, hot teachers, kids the size of school buses ( maybe a little smaller), tattoos, piercings, and unwanted pregnancies . All of these things were uniquely American and very new to me. Yet in the maelstrom of changes, I found some friends who have forever remained close to me.

The years I spent in Delhi, I wrote them and they wrote back. I even kept all the correspondence from each and every one of them . But then I grew jaded and shed my sentimentality of these things. But we all stayed in touch. Through the years, I had made a promise that I would come back.

Well, I did. So much was the same. A lot was different. People grow over time, people get caught up with lives - theirs and others. But the spark always remains. Old friends are difficult to shed. They remind one so much of what one was and so much of how far one has come.

To old friends and memories.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Life of a EE grad student

Its 4 in the morning. Its white all around. The crunch of the snow underneath my foot keep me company on my walk home. Its 17 degree below zero. There sidewalk is frozen solid underneath the snow. Had it not been for the snow, the ice would have been twice as dangerous. On some nights, there is no snow and the ice is treacherous. I have no tracion, and sometimes find myself standing at the same spot trying to avoid a fall.

And yet I never take the cab home. The university provides free cab rides to students after 2 in the morning, because thats when the buses stop running. Its just that the cabs take 20-30 minutes of waiting time, and since it takes me about 20 minutes of a leisurely stroll to get home, I dont see the point in waiting. Of course, now that I know more people, I get a ride back very often, but only if I am leaving by midnight or so.

The cold is very refreshing, especially since I spend from 10 in the morning to 3 or 4 the next morning hunched over a computer. I generally do longer hours than most of my colleagues, largely because I am so far behind them. When I was in DCE, I never understood any of the Electronics basics. I barely passed those classes. I attribute it mostly to lack of interest and poor quality of professors. I never quite understood KCL and KVL till about fourth semester or so. When I arrived, I didn't know anything about transistor theory, did not have any experience with transistor design, and in my three years in Infineon, I moved as far from those fundamental concepts as could have been possible.

I sit in an empty library, surrounded by a few familiar faces long after the crowd has left. And most of these faces are EECS majors. Given a 10AM-3AM day, I put in 17 hours every weekday and close to 10 hour days on weekends.. These are my 100 hour weeks. Now I have gotten to a point where I can no longer sleep. On the rare days I come back early, I still stay up till 3-4 wasting time - doing nothing. I wonder from time to time, if all this will be worth it.

In terms of what I have learned, its already worth it. It is an incredible sense of achievement what this kind of drudgery will do to your skills. I am more concerned about how this will fit into my career. I have very high expectations from the industry, so high that I am sure I will be disappointed - which is a strange cocktail of feelings. What I expect is nothing short of a quantum leap in my standard of living and not the gradual next step.

The costs have been great. Above all the cost to my health. I am concerned. I get no exercise. And I eat crap. I have cooked less than 5% of the meals I have eaten in the US. Its the price I paid to do well. I feel I am falling apart, I cant even climb a flight of stairs without panting. Its horrible, and I know I need to do something about it. But I dont have the strength, When will I work out? At 3 in the morning? I have thought about it. Well, didnt get me far.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

The worst of the best

Fueled by insomnia, I will hunt down the greatest metal song with the SHITTIEST videos. One might point out that all metal songs have crappy videos, but I will insist that these are the WORST. Don't get me wrong, if you ridicule any of these songs themselves, I will KILL you, MAIM you, DESTROY you. This is a place of worship, not for the faint of heart!

Holy wars - Naked dudes all in a circle!

Death- Lack of comprehension- I worship this man, but boy does he show up in a bunch of crap!


DIO - Holy diver
- This one is one of my favorites

Sepultura - Territory - Its all great ... till the band decides to show up! Oh the anger!! Try 1:26 - HILARIOUS!!!

Testament - Electric Crown - OH WHY??? WHY??? SOME PEOPLE SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED IN FRONT OF CAMERAS

Michaelangelo Batio - What can I say he is funny and EXTREMELY GIFTED!


Amon Amarth
- Gotta check the swirling heads! They actually do this in all their vides

Sunday, January 27, 2008

The places in my head

One of the more compelling reasons that i wanted to come to america, was so that I could see the world. Its 1 in the morning and I have been sleeping at 5 for the past week and so I am wide awake. I figure I will make a list of all the places I can think of that i want to see.

1. Hawaii
2. Yellowstone
3. Niagara
4. Bhutan
5. Egypt
6. Lhasa
7. Leh
8. Japan
9. New Zealand
10. Australia.
11. Singapore

After ten random names I realized that I probably want to go everywhere.